AzrielaDraconious

It's been years since we last met. Though geographically closer, we still haven't seen each other yet. Can't get you off my mind, the love I left behind. At the time there was nothing to say, it was clear that you didn't feel the same way. Would it be different if we met today? Many years have passed, it's true. To this day I can't stop thinking of you...

The confused Angel looks in the mirror in wonder, For once her world isn't in plunder. Moving on is what's on her mind, Hoping for that true love she'll one day find. All negative thinking is done, The battle within herself seems to be won. She has pride in herself, strong and true, Those who can bring her down are far too few. For this inner peace, she knows not what debt she had to pay, but she is forever grateful for a brighter day.

If I could be with you... I'd love to hold you I'd love to kiss you I'd love to feel your gentle caress of my cheek If I could be with you... My life would be complete My life would be happy My life would be a wish come true But until that day that might never come, All I can do is imagine what it would be like, If I could be with you...

Forgiveness makes the heart fonder, but I still can't help but wonder. Will my words be heard? Or will they be overlooked without a word. I know things ended with anger and madness, but I can't live with this sadness. I don't blame you if my words go unheard, After all, when you spoke to me I didn't utter a word. Enough time has passed now, time to wipe the slate clean, A new me will now be seen. No more lies will be spoken, only what is true, and the truth is that I forgive you...

So many things I wish I could say, but I can't while I live too far away. I left my family once before, I can't bear to do it anymore. Like a brother he used to be, That is not the same anymore for me. My resolve is beginning to bend, I want to call him much more than a friend. The fact that my heart years for him is true, I only wish there was something I could do. We are two birds of a feather, It would make sense for us to be together. He's in my dreams in my deepest sleep, I fear this secret might not be easy to keep. Asking him to leave his family would be wrong of me, I understand how that would feel perfectly. That is why when I

There are days I miss you so bad, what happened between us was so sad. It was mostly a matter of trust, that put on the final coat of rust. On a friendship that had grown so weak, another path did I seek. I wish things could be how they were in the past, But I was a fool to ever think that would last. The clock moving forward in it's endless chime, how I wish it was an earlier time. You were my best friend, I wish you were still, but trust is something needed to fulfill. No one knows just how much I miss you, I could talk about anything with you, it's true. To myself I can admit until my end, I still wish you were my best friend.

Now is the time I have to say, I'm sorry things did not go your way. You ask of me things I can not do, I just do not feel that way about you. Every time I have to turn you away, horrible guilt comes into play. Than you go and pierce my heart deep with your double edged blade, My trust in you slowly begins to fade. My fear that you are only after one thing makes me sick, The silence thereafter deep and thick. If I mean anything at all to you as a friend, then this charade must come to a swift end. If you cannot accept that I can only be friends with you, I fear that our friendship will soon be through.

A bracelet, two necklaces, and a ring sit in a drawer, there is no way I can wear them anymore. Their presence too much for me to bear, reminding me of trust that evaporated into thin air. The day the friendship faded, was the day trust completely evaporated. Messages have been sent my way, expecting me to come up with words I can not say. Their chains continue to ensnare me, nightmares I wish I did not have to see. Why they lied to me will forever be a mystery, I just wish I could be free. I'm glad you found the happiness you desired in the end, even though it cost us both a friend.

I wish things didn't end that way, there's so much more left to say. A betrayal that cuts deeper than a knife, still tears at this soul's life. Things said about me that were not true, was hard hearing coming from you. A grudge is something I hold well, after believing lies that were too easy to sell. You say I lied and said things that weren't true, but honey, I know you did the same thing, too. I'm too tired now, this charade must come to an end, and now my soul needs time to mend. Time to wipe away the many tears, that continued to flow for so many years. Just want you to know, that though I forgive you, forgetting is someth